BaiLong: 白龙神

Finally~~~

2009-11-26T17:39:13Z

Finally EXAM is OVER~~~~
But im wondering wats my result will be?
i dun have much confident, and whether this year end bonus got or not...
haiz

More and more worries inside my mind stirring...

路遥知马力，日久见人心

2009-11-14T05:16:51Z

路遥知马力，日久见人心

　　词目路遥知马力，日久见人心
　　发音 lù yáo zhī mǎ lì，rì jiǔ jiàn rén xīn
　　释义路途遥远才能知道马的力气大小，日子长了才能看出人心的好坏。
　　出处元·无名氏《争报恩》第一折：“则愿得姐姐长命富贵，若有些儿好歹，我少不得报答姐姐之恩，可不道路遥知马力，日久见人心。”
　　示例但是“～”，在长期和残酷的战争中，游击战争将表现其很大的威力，实在是非同小可的事业。（毛泽东《论持久战》）
　　俗语。民间流传的。
　　话说路遥和马力是好朋友，路遥父亲是富商，马力的父亲是路遥家的仆人。虽然是主仆关系，两人的关系很好。他们一起读书，一起玩耍。
　　到了该谈婚论嫁的年龄了，路遥有钱有势，不愁没老婆。而马力贫困潦倒，没人愿意嫁他。
　　有一天有媒人给马力提亲，马力大喜，但是却要昂贵的彩礼。马力只好请同学路遥帮助，路遥说：借钱可以，但是结婚入洞房我来替你前三天。马力怒火冲头，但是又没有办法，总不能光棍一辈子，只好答应。于是选择好日子结婚。
　　马力煎熬过痛苦的三天，第四天该他洞房了，心里懊恼呀！
　　他天一黑就一头栽进洞房拉被蒙头就睡觉。新娘子就问：夫君，为何前三夜都是通宵读书，今天却蒙头大睡？马力这才知道路遥给他开了个大玩笑，真实又喜又恼。被有钱的朋友给耍了。发誓好好读书，考取功名。后来还真考上了并在京城做了大官。
　　路遥性情豪放，侠肝义胆，最后却坐吃山空。看到自己一家实在无法度日，想起曾经资助的朋友马力，于是就和老婆商量自己进京找他帮助。
　　马力见到路遥很是高兴，热情款待，路遥说明来意，马力却说：喝酒！喝酒！根本没有帮助他的意思，路遥很恼。过了几天，马力说：路兄，你回家吧，免得嫂夫人牵挂！路遥只得气愤沮丧的回家。还没进家就听见家里哭成一片，急忙进来。看到妻儿守着一口棺材痛哭，一见路遥进来家人又惊又喜。原来是马力派人送来棺材说：路遥到京城后，生了重病，医治无效而死．路遥更加恼怒，打开棺材一看里面是金银财物，还有一纸条上写：你让我妻守三天空，我让你妻痛哭一场。
　　感言 :
　　真正的朋友不在巧言令色，贵在心犀相通，人生短短数十载，认识的朋友又有多少，但真正能懂你心，又能真心疼惜得又有几人？
　　若是你很幸运，已经有这样真挚的好友，珍惜吧 !
　　别因为一些琐碎的误会而轻言舍弃，真心的朋友是你一生之中最珍贵的财富，让这一路上不再孤寂。

Inspiration by my Foster Son @ Four Year Old

2009-11-01T15:19:50Z

Today I had a hard time going out handling a 4yo kid. A young boy at the age of 4yo, emotionally I attached to the mother and happen that I’m the Foster Father of this particular boy.

Children @ 4-year old, I trust that everyone in this world would have agree with me. Children at such young age, their first priority in their mind will be the attention of the parents. & children with such mindset would do anything to grab the attention of their parents, no matter is good items or bad actions, as far as the limit that they can do it they would do it.

But usually when parents or shall I say “We”, will only pay attention to kids when they did wrong things no matter is scolding or just plain comments, the kids take it. Why? For a few reason.

1. They don’t understand fully what did the parents said, but they are aware that the attention of the parents if focus on them for that moment.

2. Children at such age, don’t really understand what is Right, what is Wrong.

3. Parents in order to save the trouble, would simple grab the children into their hugs and looking them into the EYE (that is attention grabbed btw)

And usually friends, relatives or even grandparents will do usually?

· “Sayang saying, don't cry don't cry, good boy good girl don't cry de.”

· “Can u just shut up!!”

The 2 reactions mentioned above, we mean it to be doting or discipline the children but to the kids?

“YES!!! Finally someone is paying attention to me. Definitely someone/the one I want will pay attention to me, hug me or sayang me to make me feel happy.”

To all my friends and parenting adults out there, yes, that is what the children are thinking about. Apparently the children is very innocent/naive, they only think about the normal routine course of action coming up but they do not known what are some of the alternative option will pop out.

Doctors and most of the people, what are some of the advice we will give when we encounter such situation. Well, they simply ignored the children’s whining and shouting. Why? Because we believes that as long we don't react to their actions and reverse the predicted course of action by the kids, the children will stop their whining and be quiet. Maybe most of the situation will become such way, but minority will not be, the kids will carry on with their acts and made the adults around to be either annoyed or angry. But the around-by passer-adults won’t be angry at the children, their inner voice of anger usually arrowing at the parents on the spot, either the Father or the Mother.

Actually I was suppose to do a assignment about my principal of how to educates Children with Special Needs. And I was cracking my head, draining my brain juice and killing my brain cells to make it done, but still no ideas come to my mind. I even have the thought of faking a essay that actually suits the heart of the lecturer and goes against my inner sense. After tonight’s outing with my Foster-Son, the ideas had come into my mind, and please, I not hinting that my Foster-Kid is a child that requires Special Care. No and definitely no, but I had sense a theory in my mind and ideas had came into my empty skull for me to revived and work hard again tonight.

So Sunday, 1^st November 2009, I’m going to burn midnight oil to do my work. As a educator, I shall make sure the essay coming out warm and fresh which is going to be submit on Monday (Yes, the next day) will be my true idea and my main philosophy for educating Children of the future, and to all mainstream, regardless of Who they are, What they are and Which they are.

Regards,

Luke Walker, 白龙-魔界神龙

Emo-ing~~~

2009-10-26T16:14:13Z

Just feel sad... haiz

NIE Study Journal

2009-09-24T04:24:01Z

Not easy at all...
I almost wanna collapse...

佛说父母恩重难报经

2009-09-07T07:02:53Z

如是我闻，一时佛在舍卫国只树给孤独园，与大比丘二千五百人，菩萨摩诃萨三万八千人俱。

尔时，世尊引领大众，直往南行，忽见路边聚骨一堆。尔时，如来向彼枯骨，五体投地，恭敬礼拜。

阿难合掌白言：“世尊！如来是三界大师，四生慈父，众人归敬，以何因缘，礼拜枯骨？”

佛告阿难：“汝等虽是吾上首弟子，出家日久，知事未广。此一堆枯骨，或是我前世祖先，多生父母。以是因缘，我今礼拜。”

佛告阿难：“汝今将此一堆枯骨分做二分，若是男骨，色白且重；若是女骨，色黑且轻。”

阿难白言：“世尊，男人在世，衫带鞋帽，装束严好，一望知为男子之身。女人在世，多涂脂粉，或薰兰麝，如是装饰，即得知是女流之身。而今死后，白骨一般，教弟子等，如何认得。”

佛告阿难：“若是男子，在世之时，入于伽蓝，听讲经律，礼拜三宝，念佛名号；所以其骨，色白且重。世间女人，短于智力，易溺于情，生男育女，认为天职；每生一孩，赖乳养命，乳由血变，每孩饮母八斛四斗甚多白乳，所以憔悴，骨现黑色，其量亦轻。”

阿难闻语，痛割于心，垂泪悲泣，白言：“世尊！母之恩德，云何报答？”

佛告阿难：“汝今谛听，我当为汝，分别解说：母胎怀子，凡经十月，甚为辛苦。在母胎时，第一月中，如草上珠，朝不保暮，晨聚将来，午消散去。母怀胎时，第二月中，恰如凝酥。母怀胎时，第三月中，犹如凝血。母怀胎时，第四月中，稍作人形。母怀胎时，第五月中，儿在母腹，生有五胞。何者为五？头为一胞，两肘两膝，各为一胞，共成五胞。母怀胎时，第六月中，儿在母腹，六精齐开，何者为六？眼为一精，耳为二精，鼻为三精，口为四精，舌为五精，意为六精。母怀胎时，第七月中，儿在母腹，生成骨节，三百六十，及生毛乳，八万四千。母怀胎时，第八月中，生出意智，以及九窍。母怀胎时，第九月中，儿在母腹，吸收食物，所出各质，桃梨蒜果，五谷精华。其母身中，生脏向下，熟脏向上，喻如地面，有山耸出，山有三名，一号须弥，二号业山，三号血山。此设喻山，一度崩来，化为一条，母血凝成胎儿食料。母怀胎时，第十月中，孩儿全体一一完成，方乃降生。若是决为孝顺之子，擎拳合掌，安详出生，不损伤母，母无所苦。倘儿决为五逆之子，破损母胎，扯母心肝，踏母跨骨，如千刀搅，又仿佛似万刃攒心。如斯重苦，出生此儿，更分晰言，尚有十恩：

第一、怀胎守护恩；第二、临产受苦恩；第三、生子忘忧恩；第四、咽苦吐甘恩；第五、回干就湿恩；第六、哺乳养育恩；第七、洗濯不净恩；第八、远行忆念恩；第九、深加体恤恩；第十、究竟怜愍恩。

第一、怀胎守护恩颂曰

累劫因缘重，今来托母胎，月逾生五脏，七七六精开。

体重如山岳，动止劫风灾，罗衣都不挂，装镜惹尘埃。

第二、临产受苦恩颂曰

怀经十个月，难产将欲临，朝朝如重病，日日似昏沉。

难将惶怖述，愁泪满胸襟，含悲告亲族，惟惧死来侵。

第三、生子忘忧恩颂曰

慈母生儿日，五脏总张开，身心俱闷绝，血流似屠羊。

生已闻儿健，欢喜倍加常，喜定悲还至，痛苦彻心肠。

第四、咽苦吐甘恩颂曰

父母恩深重，顾怜没失时，吐甘无稍息，咽苦不颦眉。

爱重情难忍，恩深复倍悲，但令孩儿饱，慈母不辞饥。

第五、回干就湿恩颂曰

母愿身投湿，将儿移就干，两乳充饥渴，罗袖掩风寒。

恩连恒废枕，宠弄才能欢，但令孩儿稳，慈母不求安。

第六、哺乳养育恩颂曰

慈母像大地，严父配于天，覆载恩同等，父娘恩亦然。

不憎无怒目，不嫌手足挛，诞腹亲生子，终日惜兼怜。

第七、洗涤不净恩颂曰

本是芙蓉质，精神健且丰，眉分新柳碧，脸色夺莲红。

恩深摧玉貌，洗濯损盘龙，只为怜男女，慈母改颜容。

第八、远行忆念恩颂曰

死别诚难忍，生离实亦伤，子出关山外，母忆在他乡。

日夜心相随，流泪数千行，如猿泣爱子，寸寸断肝肠。

第九、深加体恤恩颂曰

父母恩情重，恩深报实难，子苦愿代受，儿劳母不安。

闻道远行去，怜儿夜卧寒，男女暂辛苦，长使母心酸。

第十、究竟怜愍恩颂曰

父母恩深重，恩怜无歇时，起坐心相逐，近遥意与随。

母年一百岁，长忧八十儿，欲知恩爱断，命尽始分离。”

佛告阿难：“我观众生，虽绍人品，心行愚蒙，不思爹娘，有大恩德，不生恭敬，忘恩背义，无有仁慈，不孝不顺。阿娘怀子，十月之中，起坐不安，如擎重担，饮食不下，如长病人。月满生时，受诸痛苦，须臾产出，恐已无常，如杀猪羊，血流遍地。受如是苦，生得儿身，咽苦吐甘，抱持养育，洗濯不净，不惮劬劳，忍寒忍热，不辞辛苦，干处儿卧，湿处母眠。三年之中，饮母白血，婴孩童子，乃至成年，教导礼义，婚嫁营谋，备求资业，携荷艰辛，勤苦百倍，不言恩惠。

男女有病，父母惊忧，忧极生病，视同常事。子若病除，母病方愈。如斯养育，愿早成人。及其长成，反为不孝。尊亲与言，不知顺从，应对无礼，恶眼相视。

欺凌伯叔，打骂兄弟，毁辱亲情，无有礼义。虽曾从学，不遵范训，父母教令，多不依从，兄弟共言，每相违戾。出入来往，不启尊堂，言行高傲，擅意为事。父母训罚，伯叔语非，童幼怜愍，尊人遮护，渐渐成长，狠戾不调，不伏亏违，反生嗔恨。弃诸亲友，朋附恶人，习久成性，认非为是。或被人诱，逃往他乡，违背爹娘，离家别眷。或因经纪，或为政行，荏苒因循，便为婚娶，由斯留碍，久不还家。或在他乡，不能谨慎，被人谋害，横事钩牵，枉被刑责，牢狱枷锁。或遭病患，厄难萦缠，囚苦饥羸，无人看待，被人嫌贱，委弃街衢。因此命终，无人救治，膨胀烂坏，日暴风吹，白骨飘零。寄他乡土，便与亲族，欢会长乖，违背慈恩，不知二老，永怀忧念，或因啼泣，眼暗目盲；或因悲哀，气咽成病；或缘忆子，衰变死亡，作鬼抱魂，不曾割舍。

或复闻子，不崇学业，朋逐异端，无赖粗顽，好习无益，斗打窃盗，触犯乡闾，饮酒樗蒲，奸非过失，带累兄弟，恼乱爹娘，晨去暮还，不问尊亲，动止寒温，晦朔朝暮，永乖扶侍，安床荐枕，并不知闻，参问起居，从此间断，父母年迈，形貌衰羸，羞耻见人，忍受欺抑。

或有父孤母寡，独守空堂，犹若客人，寄居他舍，寒冻饥渴，曾不知闻。昼夜常啼，自嗟自叹，应奉甘旨，供养尊亲。若辈妄人，了无是事，每作羞惭，畏人怪笑。

或持财食，供养妻儿，忘厥疲劳，无避羞耻；妻妾约束，每事依从，尊长嗔呵，全无畏惧。

或复是女，适配他人，未嫁之时，咸皆孝顺；婚嫁已讫，不孝遂增。父母微嗔，即生怨恨；夫婿打骂，忍受甘心，异姓他宗，情深眷重，自家骨肉，却以为疏。或随夫婿，外郡他乡，离别爹娘，无心恋慕，断绝消息，音信不通，遂使爹娘，悬肠挂肚，刻不能安，宛若倒悬，每思见面，如渴思浆，慈念后人，无有休息。

父母恩德，无量无边，不孝之愆，卒难陈报。”

尔时，大众闻佛所说父母重恩，举身投地，捶胸自扑，身毛孔中，悉皆流血，闷绝躄地，良久乃苏，高声唱言：“苦哉，苦哉！痛哉，痛哉！我等今者深是罪人，从来未觉，冥若夜游，今悟知非，心胆俱碎，惟愿世尊哀愍救援，云何报得父母深恩？”

尔时，如来即以八种深重梵音，告诸大众：“汝等当知，我今为汝分别解说：假使有人，左肩担父，右肩担母，研皮至骨，穿骨至髓，绕须弥山，经百千劫，血流决踝，犹不能报父母深恩；假使有人，遭饥馑劫，为于爹娘，尽其己身，脔割碎坏，犹如微尘，经百千劫，犹不能报父母深恩；假使有人，为于爹娘，手执利刀，剜其眼睛，献于如来，经百千劫，犹不能报父母深恩；假使有人，为于爹娘，亦以利刀，割其心肝，血流遍地，不辞痛苦，经百千劫，犹不能报父母深恩；假使有人，为于爹娘，百千刀戟，一时刺身，于自身中，左右出入，经百千劫，犹不能报父母深恩；假使有人，为于爹娘，打骨出髓，经百千劫，犹不能报父母深恩；假使有人，为于爹娘，吞热铁丸，经百千劫，遍身焦烂，犹不能报父母深恩。”

尔时，大众闻佛所说父母恩德，垂泪悲泣，痛割于心，谛思无计，同发声言，深生惭愧，共白佛言：“世尊！我等今者深是罪人，云何报得父母深恩？”

佛告弟子：“欲得报恩，为于父母书写此经，为于父母读诵此经，为于父母忏悔罪愆，，为于父母供养三宝，为于父母受持斋戒，为于父母布施修福，若能如是，则得名为孝顺之子；不做此行，是地狱人。”

佛告阿难：“不孝之人，身坏命终，堕于阿鼻无间地狱。此大地狱，纵广八万由旬，四面铁城，周围罗网。其地亦铁，盛火洞然，猛烈火烧，雷奔电烁。烊铜铁汁，浇灌罪人，铜狗铁蛇，恒吐烟火，焚烧煮炙，脂膏焦燃，苦痛哀哉，难堪难忍，钩竿枪槊，铁锵铁串，铁槌铁戟，剑树刀轮，如雨如云，空中而下，或斩或刺，苦罚罪人，历劫受殃，无时暂歇，又令更入余诸地狱，头戴火盆，铁车碾身，纵横驶过，肠肚分裂，骨肉焦烂，一日之中，千生万死。受如是苦，皆因前身五逆不孝，故获斯罪。”

尔时，大众闻佛所说父母恩德，垂泪悲泣，告于如来：“我等今者，云何报得父母深恩？”

佛告弟子：“欲得报恩，为于父母造此经典，是真报得父母恩也。能造一卷，得见一佛；能造十卷，得见十佛；能造百卷，得见百佛；能造千卷，得见千佛；能造万卷，得见万佛。是等善人，造经力故，是诸佛等，常来慈护，立使其人，生身父母，得生天上，受诸快乐，离地狱苦。”

尔时，阿难及诸大众、阿修罗、迦楼罗、紧那罗、摩侯罗伽、人、非人等、天、龙、夜叉、乾闼婆、及诸小王，转轮圣王，是诸大众闻佛所言，身毛皆竖，悲泣哽咽，不能自裁，各发愿言：我等从今尽未来际，宁碎此身犹如微尘，经百千劫，誓不违于如来圣教；宁以铁钩拔出其舌，长有由旬，铁犁耕之，血流成河，经百千劫，誓不违于如来圣教；宁以百千刀轮，于自身中，自由出入，誓不违于如来圣教；宁以铁网周匝缠身，经百千劫，誓不违于如来圣教；宁以剉碓斩碎其身，百千万段，皮肉筋骨悉皆零落，经百千劫，终不违于如来圣教。”

尔时，阿难从于坐中安详而起，白佛言：“世尊，此经当何名之？云何奉持？”

佛告阿难：“此经名为父母恩重难报经，以是名字，汝当奉持！”

尔时，大众、天人、阿修罗等，闻佛所说，皆大欢喜，信受奉行，作礼而退。

What Planet Does Your Name Come From?

2009-08-27T04:47:08Z

Your Name Comes From Uranus

You're the type of person who gets bored very easily when things stay the same.
You need, crave, and create change. You love dreaming about the future.

You are obsessed with ideas and theories. You are never tied to your beliefs though. Your life philosophy is constantly evolving.
People see you as a bit eccentric at times, and that's partially true. You are very into your own inner world.

What Planet Does Your Name Come From?

Mr Small Gang

2009-07-23T16:38:01Z

AFter so many days of absented from LJ Blog.
I had found a gang of new friends.
A mixture of different ppl from different kinda background.

But all of us can really crapped and laugh together.

Friendship is very important =D

像霧又像花

2009-06-23T05:40:27Z

听到了“唏历历、花啦啦、呼噜噜、莎啦啦”
第一次听到，我真的很难相信有这么一首歌。

这首歌的正确歌名“像霧又像花”
是一首40年代的歌曲。

NIE Finally~~~

2009-06-13T00:33:10Z

Just receieved the letter from NIE, now finally im relief.
Im going to NIE soon enough =D

Money money money, its so funny in a RICH man's World

2009-05-23T03:50:49Z

ARGH!!!!!!
This month !!!!
So Tight !!!!

OMG!!!! What shall i do ???

Dear Dear, i really appreciated the thoughts of helping me to plan out my money flow for next month.
But whether can i survive till the coming payday is another problem.

ARGH !!!!!

世间最珍贵的不是‘得不到’和‘已失去’

2009-05-17T18:48:50Z

有个故事这样写道:

从前，有一座圆音寺，每天都有许多人上香拜佛，香火很旺。在圆音寺庙前的横梁上有个蜘蛛结了张网，由于每天都受到香火和虔诚的祭拜的熏托，蛛蛛便有了佛性。经过了一千多年的修炼，蛛蛛佛性增加了不少。

忽然有一天，佛主光临了圆音寺，看见这里香火甚旺，十分高兴。离开寺庙的时候，不轻易间地抬头，看见了横梁上的蛛蛛。佛主停下来，问这只蜘蛛：“你我相见总算是有缘，我来问你个问题，看你修炼了这一千多年来，有什么真知拙见。怎么样？”
蜘蛛遇见佛主很是高兴，连忙答应了。佛主问到：“世间什么才是最珍贵的？”蜘蛛想了想，回答到：“世间最珍贵的是‘得不到’和‘已失去’。”佛主点了点头，离开了。

就这样又过了一千年的光景，蜘蛛依旧在圆音寺的横梁上修炼，它的佛性大增。一日，佛主又来到寺前，对蜘蛛说道：“你可还好，一千年前的那个问题，你可有什么更
深的认识吗？”蜘蛛说：“我觉得世间最珍贵的是‘得不到’和‘已失去’。”佛主说：“你再好好想想，我会再来找你的。”

又过了一千年，有一天，刮起了大风，风将一滴甘露吹到了蜘蛛网上。蜘蛛望着甘露，见它晶莹透亮，很漂亮，顿生喜爱之意。蜘蛛每天看着甘露很开心，它觉得这是三
千年来最开心的几天。突然，有刮起了一阵大风，将甘露吹走了。蜘蛛一下子觉得失去了什么，感到很寂寞和难过。这时佛主又来了，问蜘蛛：“蜘蛛这一千年，你可好好想
过这个问题：世间什么才是最珍贵的？”蜘蛛想到了甘露，对佛主说：“世间最珍贵的是‘得不到’和‘已失去’。”佛主说：“好，既然你有这样的认识，我让你到人间走一朝吧。”

就这样，蜘蛛投胎到了一个官宦家庭，成了一个富家小姐，父母为她取了个名字叫蛛儿。一晃，蛛儿到了十六岁了，已经成了个婀娜多姿的少女，长的十分漂亮，楚楚动人。

这一日，新科状元郎甘鹿中士，皇帝决定在后花园为他举行庆功宴席。来了许多妙龄少女，包括蛛儿，还有皇帝的小公主长风公主。状元郎在席间表演诗词歌赋，大献才艺，在场的少女无一不被他折倒。但蛛儿一点也不紧张和吃醋，因为她知道，这是佛主赐予她的姻缘。

过了些日子，说来很巧，蛛儿陪同母亲上香拜佛的时候，正好甘鹿也陪同母亲而来。上完香拜过佛，二位长者在一边说上了话。蛛儿和甘鹿便来到走廊上聊天，蛛儿很开心，终于可以和喜欢的人在一起了，但是甘鹿并没有表现出对她的喜爱。蛛儿对甘鹿说：“你难道不曾记得十六年前，圆音寺的蜘蛛网上的事情了吗？”甘鹿很诧异，说：
“蛛儿姑娘，你漂亮，也很讨人喜欢，但你想象力未免丰富了一点吧。”说罢，和母亲离开了。

蛛儿回到家，心想，佛主既然安排了这场姻缘，为何不让他记得那件事，甘鹿为何对我没有一点的感觉？

几天后，皇帝下召，命新科状元甘鹿和长风公主完婚；蛛儿和太子芝草完婚。这一消息对蛛儿如同晴空霹雳，她怎么也想不同，佛主竟然这样对她。几日来，她不吃不喝，穷究急思，灵魂就将出壳，生命危在旦夕。太子芝草知道了，急忙赶来，扑倒在床边，对奄奄一息的蛛儿说道：“那日，在后花园众姑娘中，我对你一见钟情，我苦求父皇，他才答应。如果你死了，那么我也就不活了。”说着就拿起了宝剑准备自刎。

就在这时，佛主来了，他对快要出壳的蛛儿灵魂说：“蜘蛛，你可曾想过，甘露（甘鹿）是由谁带到你这里来的呢？是风（长风公主）带来的，最后也是风将它带走的。甘鹿是属于长风公主的，他对你不过是生命中的一段插曲。而太子芝草是当年圆音寺门前的一棵小草，他看了你三千年，爱慕了你三千年，但你却从没有低下头看过它。
蜘蛛，我再来问你，世间什么才是最珍贵的？”蜘蛛听了这些真相之后，好象一下子大彻大吾了，她对佛主说：“世间最珍贵的不是‘得不到’和‘已失去’，而是现在能把握的幸福。”刚说完，佛主就离开了，蛛儿的灵魂也回位了，睁开眼睛，看到正要自刎的太子芝草，她马上打落宝剑，和太子深深的抱着……

故事结束了，你能领会蛛儿最后一刻的所说的话吗？“世间最珍贵的不是‘得不到’和‘已失去’，而是现在能把握的幸福。

珍惜现在所拥有... ...感受幸福

《小池》唐诗欣赏

2009-04-23T03:16:40Z

泉

眼

无

声

惜

细

流

树

阴

照

水

爱

晴

柔

小

荷

才

露

尖

角

早

有

蜻

蜓

立

上

头

Drawn this using Interactive White Board, while teaching my students the new Chinese Poem.
End of lesson they gonna draw a picture reflects the poem's content.
So i gave them a example while they are drawing at the same time.
lolxxx, funny. My Mentor came into the class room at the same time, so she took this picture n upload onto facebook.

台湾惨剧 - 为什么要这样对待一个无辜的孩子。

2009-04-20T16:23:28Z

4月18日在彰化遭親生父親抓到煮麵鍋裡嚴重燙傷的10個月大女嬰，4月20日治療進入第三天，但小女嬰的情況卻越來越糟，心疼女兒的媽媽已經簽下放棄急救同意書，無奈的接受可能會失去女兒的最壞結果，不過也有大學生到醫院為小女嬰加油打氣。

10個月大的女嬰，全身近9成有2、3度灼傷，頸部以下的皮膚都不在了，醫護人員小心翼翼的幫她換藥，治療到了第三天，小女嬰的情況越來越糟，前一天還求各界幫幫忙救心愛女兒的媽媽，也無奈簽下放棄急救同意書。

血壓心跳和體溫都比前一天惡化，醫療團隊要媽媽有心裡準備，外傳小女嬰已經腦死，醫院解釋，腦死判定很嚴謹，不能隨便亂說，除了醫療人員盡全力搶救，有也大學生在病房外合掌祈福。

醫療團隊說，接下來的兩天是危險期，小女嬰是不是能渡過難關，就看女嬰的體力和意志力。

When is my last entry ?

2009-04-14T03:18:18Z

Almost exactly one month ago.
This rather a bad Blogger over here.

In a life time of any human out there,
you bound to met different kind of people.
Their lifestyle and Way of thinking, is definitely going to be different as you do.
Their methods of handling matters and Asking Questions is 1001 ways more than you can think of.

Maybe you dont like other people to poke in their nose to find out,
Maybe you dont agree how other people thinks.
Maybe you just dont like how their faces look like.
But its the difference that make this World interesting.
( Imagine everyone think the same way, do the same thing, look all the same, what a horrified World)

Out of this World, with a population of more than 6,706,993,152 (its increasing everyday)
The chance to meet certain person is your life is less than 0.001%
Someone will say that its predestinied, someone will say that the meeting of one person to another is just a conincidence, a accident.

And what makes someone to be interested to be friends, or more than friend status to another person?
Maybe is their:

Face
Bod
Charisma
Thinking

(you can generate much more than i can write)

But if we think in another way, life is actually very simple.
Since the time we are borned in this World, we are taking our steps towards the end of it.
So what happened in-between is actually just illusion, memories.

If we hated certain person so much, if we love certain person so deep.
If we had disagreement and lead to the distortion of friendship and relationship.
If what we did had actually triggers other people to dislike us in some ways.
At the end of everything, it is NOTHING.

“放下”方可得自在

just uttering my nonsense.
lolxxx

R.I.P My Friend

2009-03-16T01:45:29Z

Received a sms in the morning.
"Zachery passed away peacefully on 12th March"

I was still in a blur stage when i saw this sms, until i realised the content when i wake up
my mind a few minutes later.

Hope that whoever see this, no matter you known him or not.
Please say the last prayer for him.
At least he won't suffer under the pain of illness anymore.

Dear Zachery, You are a much happier person compare to last time.
And i believes that you are away from the sufferings and sorrow from this world.
Take care of yourself no matter where you are.

Some days in the future, We will meet again.
Goodbye, my friend

What Body of Water Are You?

2009-03-10T00:34:35Z

You Are a Bay

You are a blissful, peaceful person. Some might call you spiritual.
You are easy-going and tranquil. You take solace in life's sweet moments.

You are sentimental and open-hearted. You love many people, places, and things.
You try to live an enlightened life. You are benevolent, noble, and intuitive.

What Body of Water Are You?

Welcome Comments !!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-03T18:26:09Z

Look at this... ... ...

Whats your comments???

First Term Almost done...

2009-03-03T08:43:25Z

Sorry to all my friends online, i had not been posting any entry for the past few months.
Reasons being
1. Busy with work
2. Busy with Work
3. BUSY WITH WORK
4. BUSSSSSSY WITTTTTTTH WORRRRRRRK

Ya, thats the main few reasons.
And becasue of this busying with wor,k i had not touch Beer/Wine/Whisky for a rather long time.
Not like last year, i was drinking almost every weekend.

Now The First Term is Over, coming to a new period of Working life.
Hope the kids dun make me vomit blood any longer.

Well, tats all i can update now.
Will try to update more whenever the content is suitable to be say.

教师也疯狂！！！

2009-02-06T09:58:49Z

这个星期真的是把我所有的精力，所有一整年的精力完完全全给吃光了。
小孩子也好、家长也罢、就连一同工作的同事都可以有冲突。

在这个人吃人的世界里，到底会有几个愿意帮助人的活菩萨呢？？？

做人难、做好人更难、做好的普通人更是难上加难

Not easy to live life as we hope, just pray that life is not so hard after all.

无名火起三千丈

2009-01-22T07:12:32Z

This is really angry at those kids...
GRRRrrrrrr............

I CANT TAKE IT LIAO< I WANNA RELIEF MYSELF FOR THE LONG WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

020109 2009, START WORK LOH!!!

2009-01-02T09:50:32Z

020109, Friday

First day of school, everyone is very Gan Chiong for the BIG DAY.

Everybody inside the staff room is rushing here and there, towards the PCs, Printers, Teachers’ table, swimming to and from staff room and General office.

Still got a lot of things to settle, but im glad that I can stay in the school still to complete the rest of my 6 months.

Spend almost 3hours, from 1pm till 330pm to complete my Weekly Lesson Plan and my Daily Lesson Plan (Onli for one day, I still got few more days to complete)

Now left 30min to take a break before I go for my lesson for the day.

Gonna take a break before I actually collapse infront of my children for the next 6 months

Back from the class, took the face picture of every student in the class.

So that I can make my own name list accompany with their pictures beside, or else I got problem remembering each and everyone of them.

Then for the lesson, I was playing Name Game with the kids, basically just calling out their name, wanting them to response to my calling, like raise hand up once name is called.
And from such action, I was able to remember about half of the kids name already.

I believes that I can do better than last time.

Few more things I realized, I need to buy new stuff for myself.

New Black leather shoes
New black or dark color pants
a few pairs of black socks
a new belt
A New Watch (really new, since I din wear a watcht all since when im P3
And a small bottle of perfume so I can bring it to work.

Ok, now going for Flag-lowering ceremony which means end of the day.
Weekend is not going to be so weekend for me, gonna rush out the WLP for the next 2 more weeks.
Or else i will be too busy to do these report at all.

HAPPY WEEKEND EVERYONE =D

2009

2009-01-01T08:53:01Z

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Cataract - an abnormality of the eye, characterized by opacity of the lens.

2008-12-29T14:53:45Z

Today, morning went to work.
Whole day of meeting, workspace packing, catching up with my fellow working friends.
But Im actually hoping for the whole thing to end asap
Cause im rushing over to TTSH for my Mother, she was at her Cataract Operation @ 12noon.

cataract is a clouding that develops in the crystalline lens of the eye or in its envelope, varying in degree from slight to complete opacity and obstructing the passage of light. Early in the development of age-related cataract the power of the lens may be increased, causing near-sightedness (myopia), and the gradual yellowing and opacification of the lens may reduce the perception of blue colours. Cataracts typically progress slowly to cause vision loss and are potentially blinding if untreated.^[1]

A senile cataract, occurring in the aged, is characterized by an initial opacity in the lens, subsequent swelling of the lens and final shrinkage with complete loss of transparency.^[2] Moreover, with time the cataract cortex liquefies to form a milky white fluid in a Morgagnian cataract, which can cause severe inflammation if the lens capsule ruptures and leaks. Untreated, the cataract can cause phacomorphic glaucoma.

After that, fetched mother back home together with my 2nd Brother (his driving =P)
Intend to go over to Airport to visit The One, but i actually doze off on my bed.
And woke up at almost 930pm.
SAD SAD SAD... ... ...

Everyone must remember to take care of themselves ok??

ColorGenic

2008-12-14T17:44:03Z

ColorGenics

Name: Luke Walker
Date: 12/14/2008
Colorgenics Number: 12647305

You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.

You are feeling very vulnerable at this time. Nothing seems to be going in the right direction - business wise, private-life wise, everything. You need some emotional security and an environment which could possibly provide fewer problems, but the way you are feeling you can't be bothered even to make the effort.

Circumstances are holding you back, forcing you to back off and to forgo all the pleasures, fun and games for the time being. But this is only a temporary situation and before you even know it the situation could change.

You are frustrated and stressed. You appreciate the finer things in life but at all times you appear to stay aloof, critical of everything and everyone about you. You will not be carried away by your emotions and you refuse to trust anyone or any situation unless genuineness and integrity can be absolutely vouched for. Therefore, you keep a strict and watchful control on your feelings as you must know exactly where you stand at all times. You demand complete sincerity as a protection against your own tendency to be too trusting.

You are inclined to be too trusting and you feel that you need to be on your guard against the possibility that your endeavours and actions may be misunderstood. Too often you have been taken advantage of and you have been mentally abused. Now you are seeking a relationship which can provide peace of mind, where you can be yourself and not have the need to put on a false front.

http://www.goldinuniverse.com/
you guys can give it a try.